Psalms 37:23-24 The LORD makes firm the steps of the one who delights in him; though he may stumble, he will not fall, for the LORD upholds him with his hand.

If I were being honest, sometimes I do things because I want to be seen. Want to be acknowledged as being something… If I were being honest, sometimes I cry tears on my pillow at night, from the many thoughts that run through my mind. If I were being honest sometimes I smile when I don’t feel like smiling, laugh when inside I feel like crying. If I were being honest sometimes I’m good at wearing a mask. At times I feel offended, other times I feel mad. If I were being honest sometimes the valley moments feel extended. In all these moments there’s always one thing that keeps me grounded…it’s You.

You can handle my ebbs and flows, You talk me off the ledge and refill me with Your hope. You never change and are always faithful. When I allow my flesh to override, Your Spirit is my gentle guide..You whisper, “you are my Daughter..and I am proud of you.” I get back up and smile. I snap out of the crafty lies the enemy thought he could drown me with. Your Truth is my life jacket as I walk upon waves. I hold Your hand, Father, as You tell me “it’s going to be ok.”